dear team,
there's always a reason for everything, they say. though we cant find a reason to why things had to be like this, i believe one day we'll know. honestly when i became your trainer, i had great dreams of us becoming the champions. winning the trophy and snatching the challenge trophy away from nanyang. was damn happy as i saw how you improved through the trainings, from 23:59 to 8:59. heh. though y'all never really looked as delighted as yimin and i did. heh. always the cool, calm and collected ones. :) haha who can forget zoee's wonderful "gui ji" performance with sin yao and genevieve's excellent dancing skills? and our netball game whr we tied (or did my group win? heh.) seems very hard to pinpoint a certain time where we were really high, just as hard as it is to find an incident when everyone seemed damn sian. heh. just remembered zoee's "handphone finger" (haha no offence dear). seems quite amazing that we've been through so much in just 2 months. just really really dammit thankful that i'm a part of all these :) how can i ever thank you people enough?
am really sorry for keeping the results from you. and though this is gna sounds real cliche, ITS FOR YOUR OWN GOOD. heh. anyhows if you really feel like "bian-ing" me or ermm throwing tissue packs at yimin and i for that matter, errmmmm. i guess you can? haha mebbe i should give y'all a pic of me thn you can paste it up at home and throw? provided you dont get nightmares la :|
and we MUST go for that outing during the march hols alright? MUST MUST MUST. everyone must go yes? :)
hmm just wanna say again that whtever has happened is NOT anybody's fault. just.. an unfortunate twist of circumstances. and well, must say that i've never felt as proud of any of my achievements than of this team. really yea? not feng liang hua or whtever.

thank you :)

love!
sheez :D